hello!

im at work
i dressed fancy today
also
im getting fatter
but yes
being fancy cancels out the fat so im all good
anyway
went to the clinic today
and im finally starting my taper
yep
its official
i cant wait to get off this stuff
and my wonderful girlfriend is going to be here in the summer when i get off this so that will be good
withdrawal is always scary though
something you cant understand without going through it
not like there arent other more horrible and terrifying things that people go through
but withdrawal is very different
and i have to say that people underestimate it because they think that it doesnt seem hard
but it is so so much different
your brain is conditioned to believe that you need something to survive
and it will do anything to get it
not to mention the physical parts
well all i know is i hate being on suboxone
so i guess thats one side covered